After a long time and remarkable lacerate year trying to write again, feeling and sparkless. Someone !! happy face reminded me of my publishes' & found them worth reading. She just forgot to mention time waste. AJ
I had promised her that i would look back at it & with left senses, I would try to paraphrase something out of me. I don't have a physical journal to write my daily thoughts but the heart-drive is still in functioning state. I had been thinking thinking & thinking for a year. But no rage ever blown out.
It has been a year today,
Saade karke ucchi ho gayi oh
Ohne umbaron taare tod laye,
Saadiya kushiyan de rastey
Ohne apne ghar val mod laye,
Assi neeve aa oh kehndi
Ohde layak nayi,
Satho tod ke rishtey ohne
Ucheya de sang jod laye. - 10th February,2019.
Some people turn around while other moves on, some doesn't give a fuck about and many have gone through collateral damage. But i had left this decision with my heart, which is yet laying pending status. Still awaiting for the light to change.
"Odhe layi ta kuch vi ni si badlan layi
Sade naal kuj bacheya ni ohde badal'n toh"
Whenever anyone used to ask me about my situation i used to state that "I can be penalized only until i am enjoying it. But now it has turned back on me the fun of being penalized just doesn't end. or have I started enjoying it?
I had forgot mention what's so special about today. Last year same day was the last time when i was with her, last day that was on my name. Twining days doesn't vanish away but people does.
My situation here resembles some movie dialogue."Company ka diwala nikal gaya fir bhi munaafe mei chalri hai".
I have been through much lately and taken more than it meant was for. Let's not dig deeper, I would like to take a lyrically leave now, song by Garry Sandhu is one I would love to share here as it have a situational resemblance with me.
"Kasma Vaade Kha Ke Tur Gayi
Joothe Larre La Ke Tur Gayi
Jinniya Dittiya Khushiyan Menu
Vadh Ohtu Tadpa Ke Tur Gayi
Sab Toh Vadh C Maan Jide Te
Bhull Mere Jazbaat Gayi
Oh Din Gaye Oh Raat Gayi
Oh Pyaar'n Wali Baat Gayi...
if I find anything else out of me that is worth sharing, you would find another post here. Until then Live Well !!
I had promised her that i would look back at it & with left senses, I would try to paraphrase something out of me. I don't have a physical journal to write my daily thoughts but the heart-drive is still in functioning state. I had been thinking thinking & thinking for a year. But no rage ever blown out.
It has been a year today,
Saade karke ucchi ho gayi oh
Ohne umbaron taare tod laye,
Saadiya kushiyan de rastey
Ohne apne ghar val mod laye,
Assi neeve aa oh kehndi
Ohde layak nayi,
Satho tod ke rishtey ohne
Ucheya de sang jod laye. - 10th February,2019.
Some people turn around while other moves on, some doesn't give a fuck about and many have gone through collateral damage. But i had left this decision with my heart, which is yet laying pending status. Still awaiting for the light to change.
"Odhe layi ta kuch vi ni si badlan layi
Sade naal kuj bacheya ni ohde badal'n toh"
Whenever anyone used to ask me about my situation i used to state that "I can be penalized only until i am enjoying it. But now it has turned back on me the fun of being penalized just doesn't end. or have I started enjoying it?
I had forgot mention what's so special about today. Last year same day was the last time when i was with her, last day that was on my name. Twining days doesn't vanish away but people does.
My situation here resembles some movie dialogue."Company ka diwala nikal gaya fir bhi munaafe mei chalri hai".
I have been through much lately and taken more than it meant was for. Let's not dig deeper, I would like to take a lyrically leave now, song by Garry Sandhu is one I would love to share here as it have a situational resemblance with me.
"Kasma Vaade Kha Ke Tur Gayi
Joothe Larre La Ke Tur Gayi
Jinniya Dittiya Khushiyan Menu
Vadh Ohtu Tadpa Ke Tur Gayi
Sab Toh Vadh C Maan Jide Te
Bhull Mere Jazbaat Gayi
Oh Din Gaye Oh Raat Gayi
Oh Pyaar'n Wali Baat Gayi...
if I find anything else out of me that is worth sharing, you would find another post here. Until then Live Well !!
♥️🌼
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