After spending Sleepless last night sitting on roadside and watching the dawn at morning it made my heart light but that relief doesn't lasted for long. She is Pretty powerful and second most influencing person after my Baba ji.
Ik numbr te assi rabb nu si rakheya
Dooje numbr te ni mai naam tera jappeya
Rabb de barabar di jagah na tu samjhi
Hor das peeche ki sawaal reh gaya.
Day been pity shit I must say (No study, No work)but head still full of nonsense. I remember someone once told me "a Person can work 4 times better if he is angry" but for me even this fails I'm not able to find any point to get angry, my anger starts with my decreasing self respect through the negative phase of my self respect, it ends up with a laugh on my face with the thought of killing myself. I felt as someone missing me but I guess that would be no other than my mom.
I'm blind or a dumbass I myself don't know. I guess being a Non-abusive or non-harassing partner are an omen to you that your relation won't last for long, Being a loyal heart world will return you with a many hearts but in pieces. I've lived my life of a lover and have got what never wanted but thats what all have to ever got.
Not in mood to lead it more, took more than 12 hours to right this. :(
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